Eeek! Indeed, a very scary insight. Will read the rest later. In the meantime, am friending you so that I don't lose track of your writing. Having discovered you via tolkien100, I wanted to read more. :) And you're welcome to friend me back. My LJ is mostly Tolkien-oriented, and I post a lot or none at all. :) I write drabbles and some poems and some meta from time to time.